tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7477053899127840506.post4532324515191963986..comments2023-04-03T09:33:55.039-06:00Comments on Ramblings of Sheldon: I Don't Think I Should Trust the Chameleon , Even Though It's Acting Friendly.Sheldon Cooperhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17660822618786253558noreply@blogger.comBlogger17125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7477053899127840506.post-28532255687297948632013-11-08T23:15:22.329-06:002013-11-08T23:15:22.329-06:00"Sometimes, I feel that contrary to what Chri..."Sometimes, I feel that contrary to what Christianity says, some people, especially those who abuse others are beyond saving, seems very cynical, but that's the way I feel anymore." <br />---I agree---(apart from the toxicity of such a mindset) I would say most people are beyond "saving" from the outside---this is the reality------people only change if they want to---but change requires too much effort. The first step to change is an acknowledgement that the status quo is not right. ...............however............ <br />----the basics of living is---to do what is right and refrain from what is wrong---which also means to support others who do right and refrain from enabling those who do wrong.....in this way we may make a small bit of difference in the world.<br /><br />CMAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7477053899127840506.post-64373006938856638052013-11-08T06:44:38.437-06:002013-11-08T06:44:38.437-06:00"
As I understand it, you chose to leave fund..."<br />As I understand it, you chose to leave fundamentalism because its worldview was full of anger and suspicion towards everything/everyone. Did you not come to the conclusion that you wanted to shed a simplistic good/bad way of seeing and try for a more complex, nuanced and real way of understanding life?"<br /><br />Well, there was about 100 different reasons, questioning theology, diving deeper into the Bible and looking at it in a whole new light (and seeing how awful it can be at times), started leading me out, when I started seeing how toxic it really was, the fundamentalist culture, and the destruction it causes in people's lives and society, pushed me over the edge to unbelief. <br /><br />"If so, you need to see human beings in all their complexity---no one is all good/ all bad....we are both--and our motivations and intentions are variable from one moment to the next." <br /><br />Sometimes, I feel that contrary to what Christianity says, some people, especially those who abuse others are beyond saving, seems very cynical, but that's the way I feel anymore. <br /><br />"To be on the side of compassion and mercy does not mean one needs to get stepped on. (though Christianity seems to encourage this idea with the whole "turn the other cheek" doctrine)---regardless, it does not have to be an either/or choice. One can be a nice person and yet be firm and faithful to our inner character and principles."<br /><br />That's a lesson that fundamentalism has yet to learn. They keep calling anyone who dares to speak up about abuse in churches "bitter", and in that world, there's few things worse than being called bitter. It's a way to shut up people, make them feel that they should not only forgive, but go on living as though it never happened, and not take steps to protect themselves and other people. <br /><br /><br />Sheldonhttp://ramblingsofsheldon.blogspot.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7477053899127840506.post-89727261963967394752013-11-08T03:43:28.870-06:002013-11-08T03:43:28.870-06:00" a gem cannot be polished without friction, ..." a gem cannot be polished without friction, nor a man perfected without trials"---Seneca<br />Sometimes we only know our inner character when we are tested---yet, we CAN choose/decide what traits we want in ourselves...one can choose to err on the side of compassion and mercy or choose anger and suspicion. <br /><br />As I understand it, you chose to leave fundamentalism because its worldview was full of anger and suspicion towards everything/everyone. Did you not come to the conclusion that you wanted to shed a simplistic good/bad way of seeing and try for a more complex, nuanced and real way of understanding life? If so, you need to see human beings in all their complexity---no one is all good/ all bad....we are both--and our motivations and intentions are variable from one moment to the next. <br />So figure out what you want for yourself, and work on your inner character....because changing your self is something that is within your control. (....and take your time with it because its a lifelong project)<br /><br />To be on the side of compassion and mercy does not mean one needs to get stepped on. (though Christianity seems to encourage this idea with the whole "turn the other cheek" doctrine)---regardless, it does not have to be an either/or choice. One can be a nice person and yet be firm and faithful to our inner character and principles.<br /><br />CMAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7477053899127840506.post-21107299876708653062013-11-07T15:36:38.335-06:002013-11-07T15:36:38.335-06:00It makes me wonder when the facade is going to cra...It makes me wonder when the facade is going to crack. Probably when I come out, I suppose. ;)Sheldonhttp://ramblingsofsheldon.blogspot.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7477053899127840506.post-91546063214196834532013-11-07T07:31:21.846-06:002013-11-07T07:31:21.846-06:00I have to agree with Lana here Sheldon. Keep your ...I have to agree with Lana here Sheldon. Keep your wits about you, it is a classic trait of abusive people to be nice until they reel you back in again.Christianhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01243905647317437724noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7477053899127840506.post-40628473283082828232013-11-07T05:57:15.871-06:002013-11-07T05:57:15.871-06:00I doubt that I have the confidence......I doubt that I have the confidence......Sheldonhttp://ramblingsofsheldon.blogspot.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7477053899127840506.post-44535607750204421372013-11-07T02:05:49.923-06:002013-11-07T02:05:49.923-06:00" I would say keep your guard up, but if she&..." I would say keep your guard up, but if she's nice be nice back."--good advice, specially the last part.....<br /><br />It does not matter if your mother has changed or is capable of change... What matters is have YOU changed? Do you now have the power/confidence to say no to manipulation, abuse...etc? or do you still see yourself as the helpless victim? You have the power to change how you see the world. So, instead of focusing on others start working on yourself.<br /><br />CM<br />Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7477053899127840506.post-12345409832555845912013-11-06T13:22:19.866-06:002013-11-06T13:22:19.866-06:00@ Lana. Oh. I was assuming, especially since you n...@ Lana. Oh. I was assuming, especially since you never show pictures of yourself, just images of the kids in southern Asia, and places that at the very least, your last name was a pseudonym.<br /><br />Yes, there's a lot about my life that I say here that could ID me, but I do my best to be vague with some details of people and places, and I change names in series where I'm talking about the people around me, like the Undercover Agnostic series.<br /><br />My mom and dad are completely tech illiterate, and don't have a computer/internet, and have no desire to start learning. I'm fine there. As far as fundie friends go, I doubt they go on Google looking for atheist blogs. Sheldonhttp://ramblingsofsheldon.blogspot.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7477053899127840506.post-80181890696776519392013-11-06T12:58:43.828-06:002013-11-06T12:58:43.828-06:00your blog is biographicall, though. Even if I didn...your blog is biographicall, though. Even if I didn't use my real name on my blog, anyone who knows me well will know it's me. Lanahttp://www.wideopenground.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7477053899127840506.post-63085317076889158262013-11-06T11:23:58.580-06:002013-11-06T11:23:58.580-06:00I wish I had about 500 miles of distance......I wish I had about 500 miles of distance......Sheldonhttp://ramblingsofsheldon.blogspot.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7477053899127840506.post-62594811484646271832013-11-06T11:22:53.063-06:002013-11-06T11:22:53.063-06:00It makes me wonder what she's up to.It makes me wonder what she's up to.Sheldonhttp://ramblingsofsheldon.blogspot.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7477053899127840506.post-57362646005106222512013-11-06T11:22:09.548-06:002013-11-06T11:22:09.548-06:00The typical abuser "I'm so sorry, take me...The typical abuser "I'm so sorry, take me back!" kind of pattern?Sheldonhttp://ramblingsofsheldon.blogspot.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7477053899127840506.post-63578103593445879482013-11-06T11:20:45.817-06:002013-11-06T11:20:45.817-06:00I assume you're not familiar with the characte...I assume you're not familiar with the character Sheldon Cooper from The Big Bang Theory? <br /><br />Bazinga! ;)Sheldonhttp://ramblingsofsheldon.blogspot.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7477053899127840506.post-19066131009607888982013-11-06T11:19:23.582-06:002013-11-06T11:19:23.582-06:00I never went through anything that extreme with my...I never went through anything that extreme with my mom, but she did some crazy stuff and really drove me nuts. At some point I decided to just be prepared to stop talking to her if necessary. When she was cool to me I responded in kind and when she was nuts I just didn't return her calls. (I'm sure distance helped). Eventually she got the picture and mellowed out, it did require my not coming home for christmas one year though. I would say keep your guard up, but if she's nice be nice back.Hausdorffhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01690401058367596952noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7477053899127840506.post-30831459939154245242013-11-06T10:54:49.170-06:002013-11-06T10:54:49.170-06:00Old habits are so engrained in people like this th...Old habits are so engrained in people like this that it's rare to see real change. DO NOT let your guard down. She may well want something from you.Ahabhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14675629709031865432noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7477053899127840506.post-4204240647688435472013-11-06T10:21:33.740-06:002013-11-06T10:21:33.740-06:00Being nice when losing the person seems possible i...Being nice when losing the person seems possible is a very common tactic of abusers and also people with borderline personality disorder, if you have any thoughts about if that might apply here...Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04155786643255950070noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7477053899127840506.post-30437602022945519552013-11-06T10:19:00.130-06:002013-11-06T10:19:00.130-06:00Do you ever worry about your family stumbling onto...Do you ever worry about your family stumbling onto your blog? <br /><br />Alicehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00380432930727921469noreply@blogger.com