Occasionally, I like to do link roundups, either of great
websites/blog posts I encounter, or sometimes, YouTube
channels. I always like to share great material I encounter with my blog
audience, especially great post for fellow bloggers. You never truly appreciate
how much work goes into a great blog post until you become a blogger, and so it’s
always good to lend a hand to a great blogger, and send some people their way.
Here’s my favorites for this week:
Are ministers more
depressed than the general population?
A recent post by The Friendly Atheist talks about a recent
study of Methodist pastors by Duke Divinity school. They surveyed and interviewed
over 1,700 pastors from the United Methodist denomination in the US , and found that of the pastors they
contacted, 8.7% had depression to some extent, compared to 5.5 % of the general
US
population.
I wonder if the same holds true for other denominations, and
I have a feeling that it’s probably worse in fundamentalist denominations. My
feeling is probably that it’s due to the fact that many congregations have a
tendency to run their minister ragged, expect too much from him (or her), and
don’t give them a break when they really need it.
Congregations can be very demanding on pastors, people get
too emotionally connected to their minister, look to them to provide for their
feeling of spiritual and emotional well being, and put them on a pedestal. Then
there’s the constant stress, long hours, and middle of the night phone calls
telling them about some disaster or another that has come upon a member of the
congregation, or a friend/family member of a church member.
The last full time pastor at the church I am undercover in
had his share of this. He would often visit members and their relatives in
nursing homes and hospitals, many younger ministers today don’t do that (he was
the son of a pastor, and his father taught him to do that). Then, on top of
being a pastor of a church that averaged about 350 people each Sunday at the
time, he was also one of my town’s 3 volunteer police chaplains.
He said he didn’t ever plan on sleeping on Friday or
Saturday nights, because it would often happen that he would get a call from
the dispatcher in the middle of the night, telling him to join officers at a
death scene, and then proceed to go with the police chief, assistant chief, or
a patrol captain to tell some unfortunate family that their relative had died,
usually as the result of a traffic accident or a heroin/codeine overdose (it’s
a very common problem in the St. Louis area, as I’ve talked about before).
It’s a stressful, and depressing job, and he often put in
about 90 hours a week into it. It’s no surprise that last fall, he suddenly
resigned after over 20 years of full time ministry in the church, and decided
to retire from being a minister all together. He walked into a deacon’s meeting
one Sunday afternoon, handed in his resignation, spoke to the deacons for
several minutes, and left, with no advance warning to anyone.
Tweets of the Week:
Blogger Grundy of Deity Shmeity had his own
roundup this week, although his post was of his favorite tweets on Twitter,
here’s a few of his favorites:
“Most women would
never spend money at a business with the hiring policies of the Church, yet they
often give when the basket comes around. I don't get it.”
“I like to think the
Arthur Fonzarelli was an aaaaaatheist.”
“Apologists have a lot
of certain knowledge about God's nature, power & motivation until a hard
question is asked. Then its all mysterious.”
Heresy in the
Heartland:
This blog is quickly becoming one of my favorite blogs, and
I have fellow blogger Ahab of Republic
of Gilead to thank for introducing me to this blog.
Heresy
in the Heartland is written by a woman named Jeri who broke free from the
teachings of IFB cult leader Bill
Gothard which she was raised with by her family.
There are so many great posts to read through including her Voiceless
Women series about the forgotten wives and female relatives of men who were
held up as heroes among Bill Gothard’s followers. The stories of these men
often ignored the wives, mothers, etc, who had a big role in their ministries,
and their lives, but their accomplishments and stories are missing from many
accounts of the lives of these men.
Another great series is her 6 chapter blog series of her
personal story of drifting away from the beliefs of her parents, and finding
herself in life. An odd thing about reading the blogs from other former
fundamentalists is that even if you didn’t grow up in as extreme of a
environment as them, you still see quite a common elements in the beliefs and
attitudes of your parents as compared to theirs.
Here’s a passage that really stood out to me from chapter
3 in her series, titled “Discord”:
Eating out, a treat that became more rare as more babies arrived, was fraught with anxiety. We would choose a restaurant, drive there, then wait in the parking lot while Dad went inside alone to "check it out". He would ask to look at a menu, I think, but really he was listening for evil sounds. If it was acceptable (usually that meant silent), or if they were willing to turn their music off, he would come out and collect us. If not, well, we'd have to try another place. As the oldest, I felt tremendous internal pressure at such times. I wanted to anticipate the dining experience, but was afraid of having my expectations disappointed. So I would scan Dad's face when he exited the restaurant doors, searching for a clue to the result. Unfortunately for me, Dad's expressions can be hard to read. We never really knew the verdict until he announced it. By then my stomach would be in knots.
Shopping was another danger zone. I learned to mentally block out background music at Kmart or the mall. My husband is still incredulous when I don't recognize a song, "But it was so popular! It got played everywhere!" Maybe so, darling, but I was busy jamming the frequency in my head so I wouldn't get demons of rebellion or want to have sex. I didn't know the Beatles from the Beach Boys. Despite growing up in the 80's and 90's, I never listened to a Michael Jackson song till after he died.
I’ve talked before about my mother’s attitudes about music
and how some good rock helped me through some hard time shortly before and
during my de conversion in my post Anything
Worth Having Is Worth Fighting For.
Unlike her father, my mother wouldn’t refuse to go into a restaurant
because of the music, though she would grumble about it the whole time and
afterwards. If music she didn’t approve of was playing in a store when she was
there, she would keep cringing, and do her best to get what she needed, and get
out of there as soon as she could.
Hostility towards any form of rock music, and paranoia that it is "Satanic" in some way isn't just common among US fundamentalists, fellow blogger Christian Kemp was just recently talking about how his childhood pastor in South Africa had him convinced that demons could jump out of an Iron Maiden poster and burn him.
I also have struggled before with catching cultural
references, I’ve gotten better at that, especially when it comes to music, but
movie references are still hard for me to catch.
I can’t recommend her blog enough, and if you are reading
this, Jeri (you might have noticed the people coming to your blog from my
links), I would love it if you could write a guest post for this blog, or if
you want me to guest post for you. Let me know in comments here, or by
e-mailing me at ramblingsofsheldon@gmail.com.
I can’t find any social media links or e-mail address/contact form on your blog
to contact you.
Cyanide and Happines:
The Rope
If you are a regular reader of the blog, or follow me on
Google +, you know I’m a big fan of the webcomic Cyanide and Happiness. Well, C&H,
thanks to a successful Kickstarter campaign, got the funding they needed to
recently resume their animated short cartoons. Here is their most recent
cartoon, “The Rope”, I will tell you, if you are not familiar with them, that
their humor is not for the easily offended:
If you would like to see more of their animated short
cartoons, check out their Explosm Entertainment
YouTube channel
Another factor with burnout in pastors is that they have a hard time making friends. Church and work - two common places for people to meet - are effectively off limits. It's not that they can never be friends with people in the congregation, but it's very tricky to do appropriately, and close friendships are difficult. So you take a stressful job, and then remove the support network that most people have.
ReplyDeleteI could see that, of course you would be rather close to many people, but you would have no one to confide in, since everyone is expecting you to be this superhero that solves all their problems, and hears all their concerns.
DeleteThey have no one who is an equal to them, other than other ministers in the community, if they can find the time to make those connections.
Thanks for the plug. All those tweets were my own, but I should probably do a round-up of other people's tweets too. There are some great ones out there.
ReplyDeleteI find it funny when Hausdorff talks about some of the arguments he has had on Twitter.
DeleteThanks for the shout-out Sheldon. I have been enjoying Cyanide and Happiness a great amount since you turned me onto it and this animation was just great.
ReplyDeleteIt's a funny cartoon. :)
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